yeah i've been sad at times... even guilty... but i've never felt it at the same time... especially when the one you love caused it... *sigh* hurts... but at the same time, helpful... he really made my eyes open about a lot of things... especially my mistakes towards him...

and yeah... i cried today too... and one reason also... is while i was chatting with him... the bg music was just perfect [sarcastically speaking]... can't my life get any better right..?! [hihi...] he was kinda mean when he told me all those things... and i apologized lots of times... but even though i cried, i felt fine after... and i promise on my life! i will change every bad attitude that he's seen in me... and just be, well, the person he first knew... his bestfriend...

is that a challenge..?! i can say, HECK YESS..!! but it's fun if it's challenging... so why not..?! *bleh*